No one likes the feeling of rejection. Even in small ways it can be very painful. Rejection at work. Rejection with friends. Rejection with romantic relationships.
All I know is that pain is good. It shows you are still alive. Its very easy for me to feel pain and to put myself into those situations. I don’t know why I’m attracted to it. I also don’t know why I run away from good things that could happen.
I take one little rejection and completely turn myself in the opposite direction.
Right now, I have work. I have my volunteers. I have my dreams. I have my passion. I have love.
Maybe not the love that I would like to have, but I have God’s love and that needs to be enough and should be enough. Even if my failed human heart doesn’t want it.